yeah so i'm in cleveland, ohio taking care of my mostly blind step-grandma. if it sounds like a blast, that because it totally is -_- that was sarcasm.



lata playas.

so summer vacation's finally here =]
i've been really busy (like always.)








linden middle school class of two thousand and eight - the amazing memories will fade with time but the millions of pictures we took won't ! lmao

oh god this weekend is so insane.
i was at dance from 12:20 until 8 today.
and i went to the feast.
and tomorrow i have to get up at like 6 to beat the traffic to the beach.
and after the beach i'm going to the mall.
and monday im going to groveland.
and i still have dress rehearsals for my dance recital.
and graduation.
and the actual recital.





and it's 90 degrees out.
i am going to die.

sometimes you need to choose
between trying harder and giving up.






and i'm choosing to give up.

les mis songs make my happy :]

On My Own
And now I'm all alone again,
No where to turn, no one to go to
Without a hope, without a friend, Without a face to say hello to
but now the night is near,
and I can make believe he's here.

Sometimes I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping
I think of him and then I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head.

On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone, I walk with him till morning
Without him
I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me

In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me for ever and forever

And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say, there's a way for us

I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone, the river's just a river
Without him the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere
The streets are full of strangers

I love him
But every day I'm learning
All my life I've only been pretending
Without me his world will go on turning
A world that's full of happiness
That I have never known!

I love him
I love him
I love him
But only on my own.



anywayyyy. life is good. it could be better...
it is what it is but i wish it was what i wanted it to be.
(that doesn't make any sense, does it?)